So I quit my job and went down to Melbourne for a week or so to visit my friend and also a cute Irishman who I had met at her wedding... After two fabulous days with the Irishman, he realised that he really liked someone else, and even though I had given him an oppourtunity to not be with me when I was down there, before I came down, he didn't take ( Read more... )

It's been 23 weeks since I last wrote on here, according to the L.J clock ( Read more... )

I'm feeling the loss of physical affection so very much at the moment. I am unhappy in the love life stakes, I sound like a damn broken record. I wish the heavens would drop me a man...

"Life is short ( Read more... )

Man, F**k this s**t...

I find someone who makes me happy yet bam! he doesn't want kids. And if i'm totally honest with myself, I do... Ehhhhh. Arrrghhhh. We're supposed to be moving in together in three months. Is there any point in keeping in this? It breaks my heart to write that but man. What do you do?

As I peer into people's lives on facebook - it hits me. I'm a twit. I need to stop looking and wishing I had their lives. I need to be happy with my life and create happiness in it.I cannot truly be happy within myself if I am constantly wanting to hold onto the past and drum up bullshit and ill feeling for myself. Argh ( Read more... )

I'm more settled now. I am about to get into hard core studying mode - well I need to bc my assignments are starting to be due soon... I need to attend more classes...

Peace Out :)

I'm feeling all uneasy. I don't know why - I think this uni is really getting close to the end and it's worrying me. I am always thinking of things to do after I finish - jobs to look for - places to go. I need to focus on getting this semester over and done with and passed. I am freaking out about finishing ( Read more... )

So Jacko is going out an living with our old flatemate Christine. Woah. It's a spin that he's with someone I know. They're living together - in north gosford. About ten minutes from my house. The guy who I though I was going to have babies with, marry and live a long and happy life with is ten minutes away - living and with someone else ( Read more... )

I'm feeling sick today. Not too good. All light headed and stuff. Eh.Living with a toddler and my stepdad is not very fun. Tiring.

Peace Out.