Have you ever had something for such a long time, that even when it's not with you, you can feel it ( Read more... )

Tell me, Tell me... What is going on with me ( Read more... )

Maybe she did fuck up.
Maybe she has seen the error of her ways and will seriously change.
Does that mean I have to forgive her?
What if deep down I really don't want to?
Does that make me a bad person?

Can't believe I'm actually using live journal again...
A lot has happened since the last update...
I just got back from a show in Deep Ellum... Met some cool people, and some girl named Heather.

I've been through so much shit lately that I don't even believe it myself sometimes.
I'll update this journal at another time. I need sleep.

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wow it really sucks to be me right now...
i might explaain it all later...

im tired of all the shit... i cant take this anymore... i might jus give up... on mom, on dad on belle... jus about everyone... it always was easier to give up.... maybe i could jus end it all now.... i hate all this... my mom says im becoming like my dad... that hurt me more than anything shes ever said to me... i would rather kill myself than be ( Read more... )

1:your name? Hayden ( Read more... )

heh today was phun except Steph was sick ( Read more... )

hey guys!!! im goin to go to frys and the mall with Steph today!!! so i guess i better get my chores done before i go!!