today nuttin happened just bord out of my mind. really dont know what to say so im just ganna leave it at this hi bye love hate ya kisses hugz knife through the back

i havnt writin in a while i guess iv been really buisy. iv been really mixed up in side i mean iv been wanting to cut my self again i mean i have my reason which i really dont wanna say. anyway yeah iv been wanting to do it but i havnt in like a year or so i still go to therepy which i think isnt helping and i have to see some docter so give me my ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel alone away from those i was close to.

i feel n one understand me anymore,

im brakein down inside.

everyday i see those more popular then me

and i think why cant i be like them?

is it because im fat or im to ugly or maybe its who am friends wit.

im tried of being an outcast i dont want to be like julianne

i want friends and i wanna ( Read more... )

today was ok but not really idk i just had a bad day i had my meeting in school to scedual for next year and im really really really happy cuz im resempted from a language meaning for the rest of my high school year i dont have to take spanish ever again hahhahha to all of u that have to lol j/k love u all well i g2g work on h.w and my english ( Read more... )

well today was my moms b-day and we went out! we went to the new target in bethel man is that place awsome they got some good cds for a good price i got me a new cd call the casualties (how ever u spell it) anyway we went to out back steak house shit the food was awsome and then we rented a move (run away jury) good good movie!and i miss my ( Read more... )

ashley is ____.
When I think of ashley I think of ____ .
I want ashley to ____ me. 
ashley wants ____. 
ashley needs ____.
If I could describe ashley in a few words:_________ .
Without ashley, my life would be ____.
I hope ashley never _____.
I love ashley because ________.
The worst thing about ashley is ________.
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hey in school again im in social studies in the computer room lol im bord as hell not doing what im saposta lol im so evil lol julie came back to school today cuz she was sick lol well anyway not much to say just tired and wanna go home well ima go now nuttin ta do bye love u all..!!

<3 ashley <3

well im in school its 4th period resource i was bord and had nuttin else ta do so im writing in my journal i love school not at all im failin science wit a 55 and socail wit a 64 i need a 76 in 3 and 4th to pass socail for the year and i need to pass because i wanna move on to 10 grade and hopfuly by the middle of 10th grade or 11 ill be driving my ( Read more... )

today was an ok day idk whats wrong wit me now idk i really dont know i feel more depressed then ever i guess one reason is because im stuck in the past and wanting to be wit my brother who was sent away 4 reasons i dont want to speak of well his b-day is wensday and i miss him sooo much i dont know why after 8 or 9 years im still thinking of him. ( Read more... )

jessica just fixed my journal im so happy now lol thanx alot jessican i love what u did hehehe she made it blurry to yeah. well nuttin new happened yet anyway tomorrow is school yeah lol the joy i still have home work to do so ima do that now so pocs luv u all!!!

~<3 ashley~

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