Well, today was hard for me even tho it was just a tuesday at school with the same people and classes. Things were pretty ordinary and I actually kept myself from even noticeably tearing up all day. I slept in gov. cuz I just don't care too much to hear about the war and crap since it's already affected me too much and I just don't want to hear ( Read more... )

 I seem to either write a lot for a while and then not at all for even longer and then back to a lot. I don't know why but I go from just feeling like I need to get stuff out here and then back to thinking I shouldn't bother cuz it's all pointless and no one really cares about my pathetic life.

Yeah..I'm depressed. I'm depressed, and soo very ( Read more... )

Well, tonight a lot of things were worked out. I realized that guys can be really stupid and I'm not going to wait for them to stop being stupid. No one will probably understand what I'm talking about or why, but too bad for you that you do'nt talk to me so you would know. I feel like such pressure and worry has totally disappeared and it's a great ( Read more... )

I don't know why I'm saying this but also, I was bored so I shoved my 6's in my ears and now my ears hurt. I've been ignoring them but when I try sleeping on them that's not gonna work. My ears hurt! Haha, self-inflicting pain, isnt' that weird? Yeah, thought so. Well this was pointless, really pointless but I don't care.

I really need to get some homework done but I just can't concentrate. It was like this all day today and all weekend. Ugh, so much stuff is going on in my mind, it's chaos. I keep trying to just put on some music and start reading stupid gov. but I can't. I start reading and I do that weird thing where I'm not concentrating on what im reading at ( Read more... )

This weekend wasn't very eventful but ended nicely. I only had 2 days of school last week and now 5 coming up, ugh. Well, I did the usual stuff and hung with Chris and then some other people until late on Friday. Although most of the night was taken up by picking up people and driving others home. Don't drink, it's stupid.

Saturday I was sick ( Read more... )

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Once again, I have a stupid sinus infection and nothing works. Medicine works for like a little bit but I'm tired of taking it.

School started again today and I hated it. My schedule changed and I'm still feelin weird about having gov. instead of English 11. I dont want to take gov. again. I hate that other class tho. Oh well, too late now. Megan ( Read more... )

 Well, there isn't much to say about Christmas break. I don't feel like writing a lot. I got a few nice gifts and even the traditional holiday family arguing started by my father and myself went on. My Aunt showed up again for like the 3rd time I've ever seen her.When her idea of trying to re-create the whipped cream fight that started the ( Read more... )

I really need a license for Christmas. A car or maybe even a jeep, kinda like the one for sale on Cowan Road by school, but I'm not picky. A huge truck would do, even a stick cuz I can eventually get good at driving that. Oh yeah and maybe like a ton of money to pay for insurance would be very helpful.

I'm sitting at home today and it's great cuz ( Read more... )