Well, I feel huge relief right now cuz I finally got my Research Paper done. I'm really thankful for H. understanding and giving me more time. Today is the last full day of school for the semester,year, and of English 11!! Thank God. I can't take anymore of that class. So I had to find something to replace it with for next semester and my choices ( Read more... )

So I really should be working on my research paper and other homework but I just can't concentrate. I'm so worried about what Chris is gonna decide to do and if everything will work out. I hope things do work out for him and he gets to do what he's always wanted. But I'm still so worried about him not being around. I need him, I really do. I'm ( Read more... )

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  Haha, yeah that's the most observant I get. So right now I'm feeling really depressed and just want to cry. I have no one to talk to. I'm so stupid and I pissed Chris off and now I have no one to talk to. I have so many regrets in these past 4 years, basically high school.

If only I could go back and do things over. I would be such a happier ( Read more... )

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I just wanted to say that I was just finishing up my Vocab/Lit terms and I needed to find out what a poetic foot is and I cant find it in my book. So I look it up online and it asked if I mean PET FOOD! Ugh, so yah,that was kind of funny but no help to me. Oh well. So what the H is a Poetic Foot!?

 Well I just got home about a half hour ago and I'm just now doing homework, which isn't very smart but I wont be able to sleep anyway so at least I'm doing something other then lying in bed wide awake. I'm enjoying a delicious Blue Bubblegum Jones Soda, I LOVE Jones Soda! I think I'm just in a happy mood cuz it seems like everyone is- it's ( Read more... )

Last night turned out pretty nice. I had some good like hours long talks with some one that I've never really talked to before. I hope that continues and maybe I made a new friend. We'll see. I didn't get to sleep until 5am tho, and woke up to everyone else being awake at 10, o well at least i didnt have to wake up for school.

Today me and Chris ( Read more... )

Today was supposed to be a happy day of spending time with family and eating good food. Well, the food was good and the family was together, but that didnt go too well.

Brett finally made it home last night after driving for hours through really bad snow in Chicago. He said he counted 23 wrecks or accidents on the way. That's sad, I hope everyone' ( Read more... )

 Well, things still suck in my pathetic life. What else is new!  I really hate my attitude and how I'm always upset, depressed, and complaining and it's not like I don't try to make things better and do something about my problems. I do, it just does no good at all. My father for example- such a lost cause. I gave up years ago and everytime I think ( Read more... )