interesting i never thought of a list. half of the time, i don't remember what i wanna do. a friend of mine mention about her list and how a friend of her stole her list and use it. i just found it funny how this conversation match up. i never though of it as a goal ( Read more... )

I'm ready to call quits since I first enter the door. 2 nights ago was hell and I'm so uncomfortable with the evivorment I'm currently assigned to. And here I am, silly moi, wanting to changelled my mind that I'm not afraid said yes to being up here again. In reality, I want to scream NO! I so donot belong there and that I don't mind being place ( Read more... )

I'm lonely. I don't have anybody to come home and bitch to like most of my friends. I had a tough week and nobody knows about it and all I want was a hug to make the pain goes away. I'm so bitter. I hate everybody life since I wish it was my life instead ( Read more... )

Ah, tough night at work. My chest are heavy. My nose are stuffed up and runny. Argh..I just want to go home! Of course, it's aint bad. Just a little swollen red eyes from 2 hours ago. I'm just hoping it'll goes away in a few hours...at least the swollen, red eyes. The stupid stuff up runny nose can stay. I'll hate it, but at least it won't be too ( Read more... )

I lost more weight. yikes! Alright, my next step which I should have done this long ago is to keep a journal of all the food I intake. I'll look like a nerd for awhile, but that's okay on my part. This is my life and I can't go anymore skinner than this ( Read more... )

I barely slept the night before and I was grumpy in frustration. An hour of sleep then heading out to drive my sister to school in the super 90 degrees heat at 7:30am didn't help. After driving her, thinking I was just dropping off the car for my dad ends in I drive him to different stores. By the time I got home, I had to meet up with Amy...I was ( Read more... )

everytime i log into xanga, my internet connection closed on me. i guess it doesn't like xanga. oh well, no more xanga i guess. bummer ( Read more... )

i am sooo lazy of going to work and its already 6:16 and i haven't step into the car yet. wow, this year i have been spoil...no overtime until now. wooooow

I saw the scale today and I chicken out. I still haven't touch the scale in weeks knowing the fact of how much I didn't gain but in reality lost. Just knowing I hardly eat the right food, eating only once a day...not even a full meal...how much weight can I actually gain ( Read more... )

I been super lazy and I don't know where it's heading. My brain tells me to do stuff but my body just wouldn't want to listen. It just want to lay dormated and be a blop. I told myself I will do 5-10mins of yoga, just to start motiativing to workout but I didn't. Instead I end up sleeping for 10mins and then stare into spaces for the rest of my ( Read more... )