I havent typed here in a while.. i guess its time to let the world be filled into what happend in my life. i dont rememember the last time i updated this thing but ill start from the last thing i remember. earlier this year i got with this gorgeous girl from herricks, her name was Catarina... i wanted to be with her for so long and when i finaly ( Read more... )

so today it hit me. i need a girlfriend. so im going to take the next two months to change myself completely the way i really want to be, i dont care what anyone else thinks, my true friends will stick with me. i see that like i let the people around me force me to be someone im not.
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wow..
i just got my chance.. she imed me for the first time

so i went to sassy's wake today.. it felt strange being there, there were alot of people there just standing around her, they donated her eyes so they sowed her eye lids shut, they sorta sunk in.. the candles were sorta dim and there were people talking to eachother in the voices that try 2 sound hushed but really arent. she was plumped up with all ( Read more... )

Cassie falls is dead. She died today. I was one of the first few people to find out what happend ( Read more... )

Hey.. here are some random things about long island

You know someone who went to Chaminade.
Jones Beach Theater is the best place in the world to see a concert. CASE CLOSED!
Is it just me, or is every girl from Rockville Centre a bitch? But the boys are nice.<3 ( Read more... )

I lost everything, my friends, my love and my family was spiriting out of control. sometimes i felt like letting go but i didnt, and i made new friends, i eventually got over all the shit that held me back. I moved on from loosing a best friend, and realized that it wasnt a big deal, the world has 3.4 billion people , people come and go. but thats ( Read more... )

so its like 1:24 im sleepin over kiwis , he left he gna be back round 3 am if stuff goes ok, i feel bad 4 him all he does is work cuz hes gota, lifewas hard on him wen it shundnta been so ruff. i hope he gets rewarded doe for the good shit he does, cuz he a good kid, my best friend. 2day scott irvin n them went 2 paradise gardens for dinner 2 ( Read more... )

so today i cut school, chilled wit kiwi the whole day, it was fun. but suttin more important happend today, i finally came clean to irvin about everything thats been goin on, he doesnt trust me, and he shouldnt but atleast i dont feel that in my gut anymore like im keeping something from him, but in the end i honestley thought that it would bother ( Read more... )

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2day was mad funny. i chilled wit kiwi and we shined a laser pointer out the window from his apartment to another and some dude thought it was a sniper and took his whole family outta the house, apparentley i aimed the damn laser right between his 7 year old son's forhead. so the cops busted in kiwis crib, n fuckin pushed him outa the way came 2 me ( Read more... )