its the truth

[krazy_confused]

today my therapist said...
and i qoute

"if u dont think ur beautiful then how do u expect other ppl to see you that way?.you dont want to be with sumone who doesn think ur beautiful..right?..."

i get wut she means
but i just dont feel it
i feel that i woud be lying to myself
and think im sumthing im not

hmmm..i dunno

sumthing to think about

Comments

[anonymous]

THATS TOTALLY TRUE. i was with this guy the summer going to freshamn year..i used to think i was fat and that i was stupid because i didnt get the best of grade and i wasnt fat at all but after u look at magazines w/ gorgeous madles in it.. and u look at urself ur like damn y cant i be like them? well i would always complain to him that i didnt like myself, he would tell me to shutup and that i was fine the way i am, but then out of no where he started to agree w/ me in whatever i would say about myslef.. he made me feel like i was an ugly peice of shit. i had the LOWEST self-esteem u can imagine. my friends knew about it and they told me to break up w him but i liked him soooo much i couldnt do it. then for my birthday we all went to the beach and i had a bikini on,he told me to put a towel around myself because my love handles looked enormous.. i then realoized wat a n asshole this guy is and i ended it that night. now i still have a little bit of low self-esteem.. but i look at myself every morning in the mirror and i tell myself

[krazy_confused]

sumthings are juss hard to believe
how can i say it if i dont feel it?

[anonymous]

wats hard to believe?
if you say it to yourself everyday then slowly u will start to convince urself that your fine the way u r. me, i had extremley low self-esteem but i told myself evryday for the past like yr that i was fine that i was prefect the way i am and i dont have to change unless it was for myself and no1 else..and i can tell that its helped me.