They never told me what it actually ment to grow up.......

[krazy_stalker]

Dave commited suicide.

Barbie is going to have a girl.

I got a new lap top.

Ryan got married today, I couldn't bring myself to go.

I'm sad and still some what in shock.  I'm stumbling and lost.  I'm angry.  I promised them I'd NEVER consider suicide again.  Rach and I fell apart at work today.  I've cried so much I didn't even care that

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[king_nor]

nice lap top. my condolences are with you, i hope these wonds heal well. though i'm glad that suecide is no longer an option for you!
take care, and remember me.
with emotion
-King Nor

[krazy_stalker]

Thanks Ron!

Lets get coffee when finals are over.

take care, Kim

Hey now....things are going to be okay...

[joe_chapman_04]

It's times like this that I have but one thing to say:

Don't focus on the negative. Don't focus on HOW HE DIED. Focus on the positive. Just make sure....remember how he LIVED. Though life may seem bad for you, know that life is one big lesson. I learned that the hard way. God's design is something that we may never understand. Just know that He will always be with you. He will be walking with you through life. And when you only see one set of footprints in the sand when your life seems to be bad and harsh, remember....it was then that He carried you. Kim, remember...you will ALWAYS have friends there for you when you need them. Whether it's me, Michelle, Rachel....know that we will always be there for you, and especially Him. Okay? :)

Your friend,
Joe