i doubt anyone will read this but i have to write something somewhere. i just lost. so much shit has happen and i cant find the one person i really need to talk to. that person was the best and i still love him to this day. yes i am to blame for all the bad but i have matured now and i would love to have him back into my life. i miss the way he ( Read more... )

wow ok its been to dam long. i need to right here more often. well things have been ok. we will just leave it at that. other that  nothing new has happened. so whatever. 
found out people are still mad at what happened between me and kevin. i guess thats life. oh well bye

holy crap has it been awhile since i wrote here and boy has a lot happened. i have been going to see a doctor and have been told not only have i gotten myself into a state of deppresion but i also seem to have a mood disorder. yay fun fucking joy right, infact the doctor really doesnt do anything for me. she doesnt see the shit i have been through ( Read more... )

Puppy Abuse Case Outrages Community ( Read more... )

Noel's random George Bush quote:


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why doesnt anyone want to spend time with me anymore? what did i do wrong?

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Don't take things for granted it always seems to come back and bite you in the ass. hmmmm. i like that saying. but lets think. hmmm. not everything you take for granted bites you in the ass and some people that take those things for granted loses them because they made the mistake of well they should already now. people shouldnot use there personal ( Read more... )