While today is my second day at school and i dont know what to think. Its really hard and stressful. I mean so many people want to to suceed but what happens if i dont and i let them down. I dont know i just dont want anyone to hate me or stop supporting me if i dont go on after this semseter. i am not sure if this whole college thing is the right ( Read more... )

I had my intreview at tops up here in lockport today and i will be a cashier. I am so happy i want to jump up and down

I dont know what to do anymore. I know i have to begin the letting go prosses but something inside tells me to still hang on. There are just to many signs that say i am in a abusive relasionship and it scares me. I dont like haveing sex it makes me feel usless or that thats all i am good for. I wish someone could help me bulid my courage up so i ( Read more... )

well to continue on with today everything is fine till i sign online i now that i have to tell him off but somehow i cant find it in my heart to do it. I donno sometimes i feel like the man is the one in control and that is how its suppose to be but its not. i donno will tell you what happens in a bit

I sit here now and think about what has happened this summer. I was played for a fool by a person i really do care about but i guess i was wrong to think things would get better for me and that maybe just maybe i could be his number one girl. Now i just feel as though i am just a piece of ass to him. That the only thing he wanted was sex even when ( Read more... )

I think this summer has been nothing but a big joke. I kidded myself thinking this guy would change and i was wrong. Now i do wish my life was over. Anyways who really would care