What the fuck is wrong with me?

By the way, if anyone is wondering why i haven't called them or, returned their calls, it is beccause my phone is all fucked up and they have to send it away to fix it. :(
So, sorry. I'm not ignoring you.
<3

we need to get out soon.
Life is so much happier, simpler, and overall better when its just us.
we need to go.
we will.
i cant wait.
fuck everyone.

I haven't updated this in a reallly really long time.
So, why not?
hmmm, whats new?? 
Well, I'm even more grounded than usual but, thats not exciting...
Scott is stil living in Maine and as much as it sux that he's so far away, I'm learning to deal.
I only have a couple friends in school now which sucks cause, last year at this time I had a lot. ( Read more... )

I just want him back. Need it.
This isnt fair. Not his fault but, not mine either. 
Everyones gone.
All my friends have left.
Either dropped out, moved out, moved away, I pushed away, or they just dont care anymore.
It feels like I have no one.

They all left.

Whats wrong with me???

fuck fuck FUCK.FUCK!!!!
could something go right like, once??
Could someone not leave??
pleasepleasepleaseplease

Okay, so I haven't updated this in approximately ten years ( Read more... )

I'm sorry for never helping you ( Read more... )

He's right. I know he is.
It's no differant. He doesn't care. Why would he??
I'm just gonna fuck it up again bt the only differance is, I've fucked everything else up so bad no one will help me up this time.
Knowing this, most people would say goodbye now but I don't think I can... I suck

I take it back.
I love him.
He loves me too. Promise.

Remember when you at least pretended to care??
Remember when you would comfort me when I needed you??
Remember when christ was in a metal shell?
Remember when wet willies were the most drama we had between us?
Remember when you were my best friend??
Remember when you gave a shit?
What about that time that I was always by your side? or when I was ( Read more... )