Maybe, it's bring on my own in a new environment, away from the comforts of home, or maybe it is the recent death of someone I was never able to make peace with. But, all of a sudden everything is hitting me. I miss home. I miss my friends. I miss my family. I miss Chloe so bad that just the thought of her is bringing a lump into my throat. I feel ( Read more... )

I don't like you, but I love you
Seems that I'm always thinking of you.
You treat me badly. I love you madly.
You really got a hold on me.

We buried her yesterday. It's real. She's gone forever. And I'm stuck here. Alone ( Read more... )

sometimes things become to big to ignore.
and when you can't ignore something you have to face it.

facing facts breaks my heart

It's sort of insane how much life can change in just a month or two ( Read more... )

There are things hapening I don't understand and probably never will. I wish I could control what is happning but I'm starting to understand I can't run everything no matter how much it breaks my heart. Some things just aren't meant to be I suppose... idk ( Read more... )

i miss everyone and everything.
seriously, if i had to write a list it wold be so long.
nothing is as good as it used to be and no one is around anymore.
the only people i see anymore are scott and justin. F.Y.I.- that gets old.
I need to hang out with everyone else.

I'm sorry I never call.

I have a phone again!!!!!
the only bad art is i am now missing everyones numbers.
let me know yours so i can add it and call you.

According to livejournal I have not updated this in eleven weeks. I suppose that is because my life is extremely boring and even when I do have something to vent about, I realize that even if one of you take the time to read it, it will cross your mind for a minute, maybe, before you either forget or stop caring if you ever did in the first place ( Read more... )

Everything is falling.
I don't know which way is up.
Everyone is slipping from my grasp.
Nothing is the way it was.
Everyone is gone.
No one will always be there.
They are just waiting to leave.
He's here... for now.
But no one stays long.