It's been a while LiveJournal..a long long while. Glad to know your still her if I need you, but now im too tired to write....and i have a lot to write maybe ill do it tommorow...........maybe?

purple elephants

My days are blending, there isnt much of a definitive line that lay between them except maybe the 3 hours a day I actually have somewhere i have to be...and unfortunately about an hour of it is in a big warehouse full of middle aged men and fucking brazilians and the other two is spent alone in my car with myself and the latenight dj on zlx...and ( Read more... )

a shadow that looms ever present in the distance, a soul lost beyond the grasp of all conscious thought ( Read more... )

My LiveJournal SitcomBeing krazyeyez718 (WB, 8:30): krazyeyez718 (Vivian Hsu) and kevinr_sex_lj (Laura Prepon) build a shed at a homeless shelter. At the same time, 19:5seven (Keenen Ivory Wayans) cleans fucface (Marc Summers)'s apartment and ruins the computer. Also, cromidas (John Barrymore) bites commie82583 (Marlon Brando). On the other side of ( Read more... )

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What a month... you lose your boyfriend and kill your fantasy!!!!

im numb but not comfortably, pretending isnt coping, nothing is fine im not ok , im incomplete and not because im no longer with him but becuase i feel its unfinished and not in the the normal end of relationship kinda way . So many new feelings and so many other feelings to counteract. i feel like a debate room floor, i wish i could say im just ( Read more... )

And so for a moment i breathed... And I felt the air in my lungs and tasted the salty sweet taste of what could be and i cried, so long its been since something so open so big so pure has hit me, it was like a favorite memory breaking through the locked doors and intricate passageways of my emotion, this feeling set in me that was vaguely familiar ( Read more... )