havent written in a while. its not that i dont like LJ...its just that i never have anything to talk about. most of the stuff i talk about is trivial. kind of weird i didnt talk about the engagement on here though. eh, whatever ( Read more... )

i dont write here much because i prefer to write in my xanga. i dont know why. most of the time it's because i just write about my days, and i like to keep my friends updated on my life. i write here when it's something serious. something i dont really want people (or a lot of people anyway) to read ( Read more... )

i think i have decided that i really can't hang out with alexis that much anymore. everything she does is starting to irritate me. but the worst thing is that she is such a damn flirt. its getting to the point of real whorish-ness. you cant flirt and hit on EVERYONE and then not expect them to think youre easy. and she acts one way with mercadez, ( Read more... )

scott came home for a few days and that was exciting. alexis and i hung out with him last night, but whenever the 3 of us are together, i always feel like the 3rd wheel. he likes her more (and in more than 1 way) and i just feel like a retard whenever we're together. he'll say something and i'll be like, huh? and alexis will be laughing and he'll ( Read more... )

i feel like i'm not good enough for anything. that you dont want to do anything with me. i know thats not the case. but i dont like being here. inside. not doing anything. why dont you ever want to go out with me? are you ashamed? you say you dont want to spend the money. but you'll spend your money frivolously on other things. more expensive ( Read more... )

after reading kristin and brenda talk about the last year...it made me want to do it too. so, here i go, being a dang copy cat ( Read more... )

long time no write. meh. i just write in xanga and myspace. but, heres whats going on ( Read more... )

(i posted this in my xanga too. just so people know not to read it if they dont want to ( Read more... )

so i got my hair cut yesterday before banquet with alexis. she payed for it. said it was my xmas present, lol. its short. above my shoulders. i like it. i admit i do miss my long hair when i look at pics of me with long hair. it'll grow back though. thats what hair does ( Read more... )

i feel like i talk about dustin too much. i talk about him to my friends, my family, i write about him in my xanga and my livejournal, i have pics of him on my myspace. god, i must get so annoying. ive decided that im going to stop talking about him. and after this entry, if i feel the need to talk about him, ill make it priavte ( Read more... )