Last night i had a dream that i was seducing an older man. I had really long hair. He thought i was too young, but in the end i wasn't. I loved it too much. And he wanted me, not someone else. I woke up in a good mood.
I'm tired of school already. I'm fading fast. I don't want to do anymore homework. I don't want to study for anymore tests. I've lost all touch it seems with my body that i know only a strong current of violence can bring me back. A punch, a stab, a kick... anything. Just as long as its violence, intense or maybe cruel.
I hit a bmw. I hit a fucking bmv. My life is seriously over. I'm not even going to admit how much damage i did, the number makes me sick
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