unfortunately for me, i have the bad habit of looking back on every decision i've ever made and questioning whether it was the right thing to do or how i could have done it differently or how my life would be different had i chosen an alternative route ( Read more... )

has anybody else noticed that LJ has gone to crap since it was bought?

it's gotten to the point that i prefer myspace to LJ...and that's pretty sad.

I've got so much swimming around in my head right now. The words and thoughts and ideas and notions all running into each other so that one train of thought isn't independent from another. I've got so many things that I want right now...so many things that I can't have right now... so many things that I don't think I'll ever have ( Read more... )

i wish that i could read other people the way that i read books. i wish that their emotions, wants and needs were spelled out in neat, straight, uniform black letters. and that it wasn't always a repeat of high school literature to figure out the hidden meanings ( Read more... )

Alright guys... I know you've all been looking for an excuse to get me liquored up and take advantage of me ( Read more... )

So here I am...in a place where I don't entirely feel like I belong ( Read more... )

I've always said that when you come to the edge of all the light that you have, and you must step into the dark, you have to believe that one of two things will happen...either you will find something solid to stand on or you will grow wings and learn to fly ( Read more... )

There are times when I look down on myself from what I assume to be God's point of view and I realize exactly how small I am. Not insignificant, just small in comparison ( Read more... )

So the last month has been nothing short of a wild ride ( Read more... )

I am officially out the door... well in about 2 seconds anyways.

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