i hate my family. i didnt go to prom. my heart felt as if it had been ripped to shreads.

but im still happy. she's pulled me out of my seemingly incessant depression.

whoa.

yesterday was one of the best days of my life. i havent been that happy for a long time. my desire for intoxication has diminished to nonexistence.

Gracias para todo que has hecho para mí. Me haces más alegre que he sido jamás.

he has resurrected

this morning i went to get my navy blazer fitted. im excited.

i went around with my mom this morning. wut a disaster. now i remember y i stopped spending time with my parents.

ugh. i just got in a fat arguement with my father and brother over politics. damn narrow-minded-unltra-cons

my [apparently controversial] opinions that were dicussed:

capital punishment - bad

abortion (minus 3rd trimester) - good

euthanasia - good

gay rights - good

my brother needs to formulate his own opinions. he just mimics everything that my ( Read more... )

while at luisas bday dinner, marcelo decided to come up with random scenarios. example:

avtar: hey do u still play soccer?
marcelo: no, i fly united.

hahahahahahahahaha we couldnt stop laughing for a reeeaaaally long time. it was one those laughs where ur stomach starts to hurt and ur jaw aches. good laugh.

its been good.

i was thinking, but then i started THINKING. u kno? and it dawned on me that i only like posting when im unhappy. i think thats kinda weird. im not unhappy now, but...u kno?

wutever.

end the end the end
dne eht dne eht dne

yesterday was jamies bday. happy birthday jamie. ate at dennys at 11:30ish. rented a movie. never watched the movie. slept at jamies.

ouch. that hurts. a lot.

i went to the doctor during 6th. i have high blood pressure. i already knew that. but now my family is freaking out...even tho they already knew that too. i guess im gonna have a stroke and live as a paraplegic the rest of my life. that sux.

today was good. at least it wasnt bad. which i guess i considered good.

mother says ive been depressed lately. no fucking shit. nice of u to notice bitch.

i got in the way and now im paying for it. it meant the world to me.

and now i search for relief. i kno where to find it. it lies no more that 2 feet away. touch me.