i think shame is a good thing. wut about u?

wut r friends for rite?

say something special

i was going thru a thesaurus, and i looked up "alone." one of the synonyms was "supreme." r the ppl who r unmatched truely alone? if so, one could infer that God is the loneliest being that exists. was Satan God's futile attempt to create a friend?

If I'm a moschist, then God's a sadist.

blasphemy?

truth?

wut do u think?

i broke a fingernail.

im sick.

Ralph Waldo Emerson wrote this: "envy is ignorance, imitation is suicide." i think he's full of crap. wut do u think?

so i was talking to my grandpa yesterday...and he said something obvious and painful. he told me a story about how his son, my uncle, went to this restaraunt and the waitress would always try to do everything to impress him. but apparently my uncle showed no interest in her. then my grandpa told me about the chemistry between people. he said ( Read more... )

if u couldnt tell...i woke up feeling like shit. no surprise i guess ( Read more... )

marcelo ian and i went to the mall yesterday and i bought stuff...while they watched. fun. later on marcelo ian and jamie came to my house to we watched the shining. i fell asleep thru most of it, but it still freaked me out. i keep looking over my shoulder when im typing.

"Fools," said I, "you do not know
Silence like a cancer grows."
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i was with my cousin last nite. it amazes me that she was able to clear up my life even when she was stoned off her ass. wut she told me seems so obvious now tho. "y r u letting one person control ur emotions?" damn. y the fuck didnt i think of that?

this isnt living. this barely qualifies as surviving.

im dead to all of u.