My life is a lot different than any previous post here. It's good.

So I've been up to the same ol shit. Drinkin 2-3 nights a week (moderately,, usually) and workin.

Leaving work early next saturday to go to a concert in tallahasse. Reel big fish, mxpx, transition, streetlight manifesto, and whole wheat bread. Getting drunk before, maybe during, and after. Should be lots of fun. I really wanna see whole wheat

I'm now addicted to playing paintball. Damn it.

Shit is getting old. Same old junk, every day. I think I'm going to keep saving money up. Because when things don't work out like their supposed to (I already know they won't, they never fucking do), I'll just take what I have and move. Get a job somewhere else, and just start over. See if I can get it right the second time around ( Read more... )

I think I'm just gonna chill for another year or so. Probably moving in with a friend in september, possibly in his 2 story house w/ pool,etc. if his parents decide to keep it when they move away, otherwise just in an apartment. So I just wanna party for a while and not really worry about much. I may as well have some fun while I can ( Read more... )

So I've been thinking. When I turn 21, become a truck driver. The work is hard on the body and the hours are long. Sitting on your ass is hard on every part of your body, from your ass, to legs, to back. And the occasional loading/unloading can hurt you too depending on equipment available. Spending weeks away from home isn't a great thing, but ( Read more... )

So I've got court date Monday and as long as I don't lose my license, I SHOULD be getting a car I've been wanting for about 3 years ( Read more... )

O so careful

I drive o so careful
on that silent night
Nothing moves too fast
not even that stop light
I drive o so careful
to avoid that look
I know now how
quickly you're hooked
10 and 2, I won't move
55, I can stay alive
Blue lights flashing
as I pass by
A sigh of relief
from a so careful me.

I think I've become pretty much resolved to being this way the rest of my life. I'm gonna get a better job, eventually move out, and have a few nice things. But I think I'm going to be alone, never start a family, and have a very limited number of friends (which will most likely continue to dwindle as we all go our own ways). I feel it's better to ( Read more... )

I'm finally going to court for a speeding ticket that I got in November 04. I'm pretty sure it'll be dropped just on the fact that it's been over 14 months, but if not,,, I have notes and all sorts of questions to hammer the trooper with. Should be fun either way!!!!! (((If I lose the trial, I lose my license)))