A year ago, i went on my first date with chris. he took me to the Sheaksphere in the park play which hapend to be "A Midsummer's Night Dream." That was where we first kissed and i first fell for him. He was an amazing person and I loved him so much. As the year went on, many hurtful things were done and said between us. He dumped me for a freshman ( Read more... )

I am at summer school
it is really boring
im suposed to be writing a persuation pharahgrah
but im not
instead i am typing here
about not writing it
YAY its over
im going home now!
YAYAYAAYA im free!!!!

*sigh* so last night scott came over to say goodbye before he went to this church thing for 4 days :( I was going to sneak out but my mom kinda caught me but ended up letting me see him so oh well. :) I could tell that he wanted to go hang out in his car so i told my mom we were going on a "walk" and we ended up laying in the back of his car ( Read more... )

have u ever seen that movie....down to earth? where chris rock talks about how the first kiss is like double dutch jump rope, you stand on the sidelines thinking "when do i get in, when do i get in!?!??!" and then when u finally do ur like "OOOO IM KISSIN IM KIISN" lol....ok maybe not as much like that but close. i mean he's right its the first ( Read more... )

well ive desided! everything is comming into order, ive relized that i dont have to do what anyone else wants me to i need to do whats right for me! and also i need to stop being like i have been and folow my natural way of life! which is just take life a minute at a time! do what i want RIGHT now and not worry about the freakin future! just take ( Read more... )

The feelings are undescribable ( Read more... )

so i finally deside that i do want to be with scott because i really REALLY like him! hes sweet and funny and cute and awsome and he likes On the Rocks! everything was fine except for the few doubts that i always have, like 1)what if i hurt him 2)what if i get hurt and 3) what if im not ready but yea i was thinking of maybe taking a chance. then, i ( Read more... )

scotts writting in krystas journal! wheeee! look at me go! Krysta licked my ear today, it was interesting. hopefully i get to go over to her house tonight and swim in her pond thingy cause that would be sooo cool! hehe :-)

at least thats what he thinks....lol. im at his house he says hi! today was stressful but yea.........i miss my kitty. and Ike doesnt like me. and niether does scott! even though he doesnt agree with me! lalalallalalalalallalalallalallalalscotts tickling me! not fair!!!! oh and im mad at AL cause he likest tiffany better than me!!!! cause he took ( Read more... )

i am so amazed at how much my life keeps changing, i really don't know what to think of anything anymore. I like scott i knew that but i didnt really want to go out with him, im not sure why. But today when we were sitting in his car i really didnt want him to leave...and i had this urge to....kiss him. it was really wierd! i seem to always want to ( Read more... )