I forgot that live journal exsisted thanks to "myspace" lol anyway I doubt anyone out there still reads this but in case anyone out there does and cares...im getting married! its big news I think! may 8th! :) IM SOOOO HAPPY

wow, it seems like forever since i've written on here, and well i guess it has been. Alot has happened since then. I relized that Jeff was just not the guy for me and that things had never been as perfect as i wanted them to be. I just so despretly wanted something or someone to reach in and save me from my self that i practacly jumped at anyone ( Read more... )

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Well, its offical! I am completly, deeply, madly in love with Jeffrey Scott Sargent! and guess what!!! i get to be with him for the rest of my life!!!!! i love him SOOO much and he proposed! we're getting married on May 13th next year! Friday the 13th! :) :) :) :) :) i am SOOOO excited OH and my parents are actually ok with it!! they LOVE him they ( Read more... )

well things have been REALLY shity latly. a couple weeks ago i found out that I was pregnate, however two weeks later i find that it was a premature miscarriage so im no longer pregnate. :( I don't know how to feel about that. It's not that i WANTED to get pregnate or that i was happy about it but i feel kinda bad about loosing it....although it ( Read more... )

How come every time i think things are getting better they turn out worse than i ever thought? ....ok like ever since we got back from Hawaii my relationship with my mom has been actually ok. I cant remember any horible fights or anything. i finally felt like i was getting to know her! :) then all the sudden, out of no where we're back to relaty in ( Read more... )

Well things are starting to look up ( Read more... )

the last 2 days were really fun :) becky came over uhhhhh yesterday? yea yesterday at like 3 and we went to the mall, went to sam's, got past security and got hit on by 4 guys in a car! then we took "sexy" pictures in the dark! :) lol and NO u cant see them Erin!!!! lol just kidding......anyway we went to the coast today but it was boring, we drove ( Read more... )

ive been thinking ALOT about me and scott and Jeff and everything. and ive figured out my hesitation with scott. i dont want to go out with him but i dont want to hurt him. I'm sorry scott, i REALLY REALLY am but the more i think about it the more 1/2 and 1/2 i am. And if u have doubt about a relationship you shouldnt do it. Although you keep ( Read more... )

Joy is sitting next to me
she is an idot
she can't spell
it is funny
im in school
oh yay
my teacher says i should be a writer
lol
i think thats funny
i like scott
i like jeff
i think a fling with jeff would be good for me
i dont want to hurt scott
cant be with scott
AHHHHHH
i hate school