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ugh...
I may or may not be a bad man, depending.
We'll see how this goes. >. -
Happiness
It's something I believe everyone deserves. Deep down, everyone deserves to be happy. And I think last night helped me figure that out. It hurt, quite a lot, but in the end, realization dawned ( Read more... ) -
Looking forward
For the first time in several years, I have no idea what I want my resolution to be. It's a strange feeling, though I guess it coincides nicely with the fact that I'm rather aimlessly drifting along with life right now ( Read more... ) -
Churning
I'm holding in a lot of emotion, and I'm not even sure I can place it all ( Read more... ) -
Chistmas List 2009
Well, I posted one last year, so I'll do it again this year ( Read more... ) -
... redux
Jeremy and I had a conversation this afternoon, about some of the stuff in my previous post. I started the conversation in a similar fashion to what I had planned, and the question became a recurring theme in the conversation: Are you happy with who you are? At first, his answer was yes, but as we went on, we discovered a few things he's not ( Read more... ) -
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I'm starting to think I much preferred it when Jeremy didn't drink ( Read more... ) -
Post in the form of a Facebook Status update
Kriet... now has two boys who will "let [him] be the first to know when [they] feel otherwise" in terms of being ready to actually be attracted to/mess around with him.
*le sigh* I'd better go do my homework, since I'm already behind on my NaNo and need to play some Pokemon.
Side note: I need a userpic. Better get to photoshop eventually... -
Boys, gay bingo, annoyances, and a desire for meditation, rest, etc.
So I haven't posted in a while. While normally I only post when I need advice, I've just got a lot on my mind right now.
I've had a few days that were really strange, in that I kept thinking I saw Jack all over the place again. One guy even had his voice and looked like him until he was about 5 feet from me. Very disconcerting. I tried to call ( Read more... ) -
"Let's just be friends" redux
Well, Jeremy and I talked a bit tonight. It was all, once again, a misunderstanding. He'd wanted to be "just friends" from the beginning, because he wasn't comfortable with being with a guy. I get that. He also told me that if he ever figures it out, apparently I'll be the first person he tells ( Read more... )