Can't help but feel like a failure..

[krina09]

And yet at the same time I don't care because school is almost over and all I want to do this break is kill myself with exercise. I want to lose so much weight it's ridiculous and I know that I'm going to do it. I can't imagine a better feeling than spending HOURS in the gym, sweating like mad, running until I'm about to fall off the treadmill

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[wishformore]

I'm having a similar bout of feelings. and it's odd (for me at least) because the holidays are usually when I have this big internal battle about acting normal around family and such- but this year, all I want to do is be tiny. At any cost. However juvenile that may sound. I need that control back.

*raises water bottle* Here's to us and our fabulous shrinkage!

<3

[krina09]

Here here! We WILL get smaller over the holidays, instead of what usually happens to people. I can't wait! (so so silly, but whatever, it is what it is).

[wannabeawesome]

hey there, do you mind if I add you?:)

[krina09]

Friends are always welcome!