So last night I finally got to go to the gym. It went really well. I burned 610ish calories. All I had to eat yesterday was a salad, a cup of soup, and four bites of pizza. And some herbal tea. The pizza happened at 2 in the morning cuz I couldn't. Sleep with my tummy totally empty. Today I had a salad, two cups of soup, a fiber one bar, and some ( Read more... )

 and my first day back at the gym. I can't wait! I'm in it to win it now so I'll be working my ass off for a while. I only have one actual class left and then I'm free until finals ( Read more... )

 In my stomach wreaking havoc! It tasted so good going down and God all I wanted was a slab of meat for dinner, but now I'm really regretting it. Maybe it was a little too rare, maybe I had too much A-1 sauce on it, or maybe I'm just not supposed to enjoy my food right now. I feel like vomiting, it's so terrible, but I just know it's gonna suck ass ( Read more... )

 YUCK!!!

I think that about sums it up.

This is totally lame-o but I'm having a delayed reaction to having seen Twilight. That movie just ripped my heart out! It destroyed my book and I feel very... wronged? Nope, that's not the word... betrayed... disappointed... heartbroken... I think that's it. How could they do that?

All of the unique aspects of Bella and Edward's relationship were ( Read more... )

And yet at the same time I don't care because school is almost over and all I want to do this break is kill myself with exercise. I want to lose so much weight it's ridiculous and I know that I'm going to do it. I can't imagine a better feeling than spending HOURS in the gym, sweating like mad, running until I'm about to fall off the treadmill ( Read more... )

I went and saw Twilight.

It sucked.
I hated it.

The end.

So I've decided that I'm going to postpone my weight loss efforts until I have time to go to the gym. I'm just not losing weight fast enough right now and I don't have anything to counter balance the times when I slip up except purging and that's just not going to do. I have 1.5 more weeks left of school so I just need to maintain under 150 lbs ( Read more... )

So I am still 148 after the weekend. I didn't gain or lose anything even after all of the food that I ate ( Read more... )

So, Clay Pit yesterday was amazing! I LOVE Indian food. Everyone passed around their plates and we all tried each other's food and I was so stuffed by the end! So I wasn't going to weight myself this morning cuz if I say 150 or higher this morning I'd have gotten the wind knocked out of me, but I couldn't resist the pull of the scale so I stepped ( Read more... )