Comments | krina09: Working it out

krina09

Working it out

Dec 06, 2008 20:17

So last night I finally got to go to the gym. It went really well. I burned 610ish calories. All I had to eat yesterday was a salad, a cup of soup, and four bites of pizza. And some herbal tea. The pizza happened at 2 in the morning cuz I couldn't. Sleep with my tummy totally empty. Today I had a salad, two cups of soup, a fiber one bar, and some ( Read more... )

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tealparadise December 7 2008, 03:24:20 UTC

so much of this is exactly how I feel. Like my weight goals are my secret, not in a bad way but almost in a special way? I dunno. Anywho, it's cool that you found a diet buddy!

krina09 December 7 2008, 15:10:49 UTC

Yes a diet buddy is exactly what I needed to get back on track. I've been doing well because of the accountability thing. And this is such a private matter. I try not to even talk about my discontent with my weight because then people really become suspicious once you drop 10-20 lbs quickly. Lucky for me, I'm tall so a lot of weight loss goes unnoticed. And as long as I buy smaller clothes that aren't baggy, no one will notice the difference, except maybe the people that haven't seen me in a long time. I can't weight to reach my goal.

not_amelia December 7 2008, 06:05:29 UTC

"The only reason they'd say I was too skinny is cuz they're all used to seeing me as either overweight or on the bigger side of my healthy weight range"

I KNOW RIGHT!? its so frustrating. everyone's like, you dont need to lose weight blah blah blah and i'm like...you don't understand. i'm glad someone out there does. :D

krina09 December 7 2008, 15:06:40 UTC

Yeah. I don't ever expect anyone to understand. I KNOW that I don't need to lose weight. I also KNOW that I feel too big right now and that I'd feel a lot better about myself if I lost another 15-20 lbs. I'd still be at a healthy weight, I'd look better in clothes, Maybe I'd be a bit less self conscious without having my jiggly part bouncing around whenever I run and stuff. I'd just feel better in my own skin. Everything would come together: satisfaction with the number on the scale, the size of my jeans, and the proportions of my body. I really hope that everyone leaves me alone about this. It'd be really annoying if people started worrying for no reason.

fading_awayyy December 8 2008, 01:32:13 UTC

a "friend" is helping you out? lol
i feel special :)

i'm glad you're still doing well.
i'll post soon and we'll talk tomorrow night!

krina09 December 8 2008, 03:16:47 UTC

Hey I said "good friend" LOL! I wasn't sure how u wanted me to refer to u on my journal. Should I just use ur screen name or can I just use ur actual name? Looking forward to talking to u tomorrow evening.

fading_awayyy December 8 2008, 03:20:18 UTC

haha i really don't care, i was just giving you a hard time.

come on aim - you're obviously on your computer!

krina09 December 8 2008, 05:21:26 UTC

I was on aim but I started watching armagedon. I keep missing you. I'll start leaving my phone connected to aim when I'm not on my iPod. P.S. I ate almost a whole pan of brownies. Good thing I'm hitting the gym tomorrow morning. So ttyl nine o'clock your time. If I'm in a study session at that time I'll let u know.