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man. i dont even know where to start. well i guess with the good news. roger is buying a house in hammond. itsso cute,, right by SLU. im SO happy.. but its like thats the only thing that is making me happy. im not happy in my relationship anymore. i dont think he loves me like he used to. in fact im almost positive he doesnt. if he did then he ( Read more... )

i feel like my world is crashing down. i want to just give up and say its over. i dont understand. like at all. all i want is to curl up in a ball and cry but i cant because hes here. hes always here and usually it doesnt bother me until now. we had a huge fight last night and today we seemed finebut i dont know anymore. i dont know if we will even ( Read more... )

ahh.. home again! school is out. im so happy about that but im really stressed because i dont know if i still have TOPS or not and dads gonna be really upset and disappointed if i dont but theres nothing i can do now. i thought i had a C in chemistry but i just looked on LeoNet and its a B so that helps me out alot.. like ALOT. im gonna miss living ( Read more... )

today sucked. like everything about it sucked. roger left this morning and i wasnt feeling good so i went back to sleep.. was gonna wake up and take a shower before having lunch with him but didnt so i got up and put on clothes and was on my way to see him for lunch and BAM! some black old man hits my car. so now i dont have a car and whats worse ( Read more... )

its so funny how people change so quickly.. and im not even sure of why it suprised me so much. i dont know. i guess deep down i tried to believe that this person wasnt easily influenced by people but i knew i was wrong. it sucks because i thought i actually had a good friend.. but yeah ( Read more... )

i have THE BEST boyfriend ever. even though we fight, things are still soo wonderful. i cant even think of any other way to say it. we make 8 months on saturday. im gonna treat him to something nice.. ii have it all planned out. i just hope the weather is okay. i cant wait. i cant believe its been 8 months already. like it seems like its been such ( Read more... )

everything is all rocky again. its like.. whenever we are about to go to sleep we fight. its just because we are tired. it still sucks though. im not sure whats going to happen. anyway i had work last night. it sucked because i was back down to serving again but hey i need the money so its okay. the wedding went by quickkk too. like really fast. ( Read more... )

its been almost a week since our talk.. and things have been wonderful since. i know that doesnt seem like a long time, but after fighting for almost two months, its a big deal. im so happy that he got to talk to michelle. it has made such a big difference in our relationship. we actually look forward to seeing each other, and every minute we are ( Read more... )

i love him so much. even though he wasnt here, he made my day completely wonderful. we didnt talk much.. but when we did talk it was amazing. he was so sweet.. loving.. made me feel completely wonderful. i love this feeling. he didnt buy me a thing and im still so happy. i knew the whole being apart thing wouldnt do anything but help us. after our ( Read more... )