Im going to be a vet.

Thats my decision at this point. I dont doubt it. I think I could make an amazing vet.

I mean I think im amazing at everything. But it only means i believe in potential..... (im not conceeded).....much.

I want to own many dogs. Many fish. Some lizards. One bird...... Maybe a hampster. Definately a scorpion...and a snake.

Still ( Read more... )

I think i might just naturally suck with relationships. not just like boy-girl sexual relationships, like ALL relationships, friends, family. i cant do it.

-I made ellery pissed off at me. well she already was, but now its all in the open and its worse cuz i dont know what to do about it. i just dont understand why i need to keep changing for people ( Read more... )

well now. I wouldnt know where to begin an update.

-going to see the beach boys tomorrow. call me lame all you want, but those guys are fuckin awesome.
-going to see EVANESCENCE in january with stacey. WHOO! that makes me SO fuckin happy.
-going to see billy talent with branden and ellery as brandens present from me, haha.

thats it for concerts.
lets ( Read more... )

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. ( Read more... )

well now. im tired.

not preped well for school. kinda makes me sad. but whatever, i'll work harder later. haha.

spending alot of time with ellery lately

which IS a good thing. haha. shes like maybe the ONLY friend i have that is totally un-judgmental. toward me, haha not others. It just so much easier to be myself around ellery than some people. and ( Read more... )

i dont like death. I make it seem like i deal with it well, but i dont. Inside i really cant take it. i dont like it, and becuase i dont understand it, it just makes it THAT much harder for me to believe its really happening.

My aunt mary just died 2 days ago. we knew she was going but..... i dont just dont know how to explain it.
shes my great aunt ( Read more... )

sept 15th/2006 -last time i posted in lj, but only to say happy b-day.

sept.4th/2006 - last time i actually posted about my life.

thats not THAT long ago, i figured it would have been longer, but whatever.
highlights of this month:

-dropped spanish class
-got 95% on my first bio quiz
-missed a few days of school (including a test in math) due to sickness ( Read more... )

YAY CRYSTAL!!!! HAPPY B-DAY! MS. IM SEVENTEEN!

your seventeen right? haha aww im so out of touch.

----krystal

I love lilac. haha. i bought a tank top, yay ( Read more... )

as if they made me ride in the trunk with BRAD! EWWWW!

i guess i just suck at rock paper sissors. fuckin mayien, haha.

mayien is cool. i like hanging out with her. shes like that asian chick that has never dranken before, except she has, haha.
brad is just sick. but slowly as much as i dislike him, im begining to feel sorry that EVERYONE else hates ( Read more... )