I wonder how many people still read this, or have you all stopped checking it. In a way, I hope that no one reads this anymore. I miss being able to truly vent, without having to worry about the consequences. I did start another journal, elsewhere, not to be mentioned ever, so that hopefully no one would find it and read it. No one from my everyday ( Read more... )

So my latest update in life is that I have finally found my little sister. I've waited for so long and thought so many things about all of that. I thought that when I was 13 and 15 that I had blown my chances of ever meeting her and and knowing her and loving her. But I was wrong. I found her through myspace.com. I just happened aponst her site one ( Read more... )

KRIS

K

is for

Kind

R

is for

Revolutionary

I

is for

Insane

S

is for

Saucy


What Does Your Name Mean?

Well it most definetely has been strange weather wise this winter. Very little snow...lots and lots of rain. But that's ok, I don't mind the rain so very much. It does bring me down a little, but this morning it was kind of nice, just to sit out in it, and let it pour down around me, with nothing but the sound of the rain on the pavement and on my ( Read more... )

"gay is ok - it's factory installed - like a sun roof - not much one can do about it - lefty, blue eyed, short, gay, freckles - it just is"
-Rosie O'Donnell

So today I was thinking about how blessed I really am. I keep thinking about those 11 guys who died in the mines, and how lucky I really am. They died working to take care of thier families and some probably never got to experience many of the things I already have in my young life ( Read more... )

Let it begin. I don't know how Megan survived all semester with Stan living next door. I mean really this music is insane, so whats my answer, move my stereo into the Left side, and crank it up...I mean really crank it up. It appears he's turned his off for the time being. Round one...Kris 10 points. :0)In other news....I got flashed at the porn ( Read more... )

Why do I surround myself with liars and backstabbers. I don't even want to go to work tonight because of this. Ugh. I don't even know what to do about the whole situation anymore. I'm just so, so very tired of it all ( Read more... )

It's been an insanely long time since I've written anything down here. So much has changed since this time last year. It's been an unbelievable journey. Things are still confusing, some things are still frustrating, but not nearly as much as a year ago. Some things never change though ( Read more... )

So today is the second full day of Noah being home. It's very frustrating because he's not mine. I can't just pick him up, I have to ask permission and all that. It's driving me nuts. Today I only got to hold him like a whole two minutes before he was taken away. Is the rest of life going to be like that? I told mom about me starting a myspace for ( Read more... )