well well well. i havent updated in a while. this school yr has flew past. which im hoping is a good thing. im already in a serious relationship which im yet to figure out is what i want or not. i need to slow down. we've already been in school 4 weeks! gosh it feels like one. well, all is hell at my household as usual. when will it be normal, ( Read more... )

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i want to just cry. its mainly because people think things are changing with me, when im trying so hard to keep them the same, but no one can see. i mean, im still the same. i still have the morals i had two weeks ago. im not gunna do anything that would make me forget those morals. im still me. stubborn ass me. im not gunna budge. it makes me ( Read more... )

well things are back to normal now. me and mole are speaking again lol. tonght is rock-n-bowl so it should be fun. yesterday was the game. we wn 35 to 0. it was ok, not many people went. then afterward we went to ihop. well i cant think of much to say right now but ill update again once i get home. bye loves.

everyone who read my last post, totally disregard all that stupid shit. its done.

the ONE person i do not talk shit about no matter how mad i get at her is talking shit about me right this sec!!! i cant stand it. its for some stupid ass reason too. what did i say??? i said that no guy can fuck up our friendship. so why are you letting it?? why are you not talking to me? you are you tellin my sister that you're so PISSED at me, ( Read more... )

what do you do when you just dont know what to do with yourslef anymore? who do you talk to when the only person you wanna talk to isnt talking to you? if you have any clue as to the possible answer of the previous questions, please let me now. well obviously i dont know what to do with myself so im going to go....sleep...or think. see yous at ( Read more... )

SURPRISE!!! im totally content with myself and happy right now. and im on my own. no guy is making me feel this way and it feels great to know i can be totally fine without one!!!! im actually just fine with going to school. i no longer hate it. i feel extremely happy right now, and im scared it is only a temporary high which will be gone in the ( Read more... )

well im sitting at home. its thurday night. im so glad tomorrows friday! football game baby! im pretty content with school right now. things have been pretty much going my way so far. got art and lunch with dasha and mole. its awesome. g2g now. ill try to update more later. bye loves.

im freakin out right now. im like overwhelmed with this school work and people are confussing the hell out of me. i wish time would stop for just a minute so i could catch up. people should really just chill. sit back, let others live, and make mistakes, thats what we do, we're teenagers for god's sake!! humans at that! im sick of it all. i think ( Read more... )