Maybe if you would actually talk to me instead of just ignoring me, like a fag, you would get to know me and see how immiture I'm not.
GAWD.
You're fucking gaygaygay.
I can't believe you're the person I like,
Now, I really do believe I'm just wasting my time.
You're soooo fucking cool because you're older and more mature.
Think back to when you were ( Read more... )

You think I should be happy because he's happy? Who said I wasn't happy for him?

But you're my 'best friend'.
When I'm sad over something... you have NO right what-so-ever to tell me to just get over it.
Fuck you, bitch.
I'm so sick of this. You are horrible to me.

It's been a while since I've last updated ( Read more... )

Sooo, for the last week, I've ben grounded.

:/

And today is pretty much the only day I've been able to get online.|
So if I don't update for a while, that's why.
(:

Woah. Tonight with Connor was... different.

1) Name: Kristen ( Read more... )

My mom is pissing me off, yet again.
One wednesday I asked her if I could dye my hair.. you know, touch up my roots. They're horrible. She said we'd do it the next night. Thursday night rolls around, "I don't feel good. We'll do it tomorrow" Were here exact words.
Friday:
"I still don't feel good"
Saturday:
"We'll do it tomorrow morning, promise."
Sunday ( Read more... )

Today I spent x-mas eve with Connor.
WOAH BABY
He's an excelent kisser:D:D
And.. he had an erection!!! LIKE OH MY LAWD.
I liked it.
LMFAO. 'Twas big.

So, I started fiddling with his pants to see what he would do, and I WAS BLIDED BY HIS PUBES!!!
JESUS CHRIST MAN

So, it's been two years since Chris' passing. And It's been two years and five days since I've talked to him. It's been two years and two weeks since I've seen him alive.
I want to hold him just one more time.
And I want to see his face alive and full of smiles just one more time.
I miss him so much.
He was my muse for so many things. With out him I ( Read more... )

Fuck Rod.
It's his fualt I'm constantly reminded of my past mistakes.

Fuck him
I hope someone chops off his dick and makes him eat it.
If I could take back every second I spent with him, I would gladly do it. To this day, he makes my life miserable.