hey, sorry havent updated in forever, i completly forgot i had this account, anyway, nothing speacail has happened im in fucking 8th grade now...i hate all my teachers classes...everything... all my friends have been sucky.. what ever people keep telling me highschool will be better i fucking hope they are right becuz by the way this year has been ( Read more... )

THE FOLLOWING IS A LIST OF POSSIBLE SLOGANS PROMOTING NATIONAL CONDOM WEEK ( Read more... )

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Im writing in here bcuz im tryin not to cut?..any way Im really bored! No one reads this so dont see why im writing anything?..Had a big week my cousins slept over my friend slept over swam and swam!..had fun but i really dont wanna go to 8th grade idk what it is but im really not looking forward to it..well gtg ttyl bye

Summer Vacation! WOO HOO ...The only thing i really like about Vacation is that i dont have to wake up and go see all the people i hate...also i dont have to go to bed when my mom tells me to because by the time im ready for bed she is already dead asleep and waking up!..Does any one read this any more?...o well ..Alot of people i know always go ( Read more... )

from the convo..Lostxheart1392 [6:58 PM]: i dont think u should ever feel pain
"Derek" [6:59 PM]: thats wat i feel about u ...it shows he really DOES care!!!i never doubted it..but..yeah he cares and i dont kno wut yall think but im loving him more and more every second!

Lostxheart1392 [6:00 PM]: i wanna make some one bleed ( Read more... )

I had 3 concerts today!!! UGH im sooooo tired! Derek said that he saw me today..and he said this : "Derek" [5:53 PM]: u saw u up there and u where happy and i was thinking how the fuck can she be so happy at school but i depressed online...i love him sooo much!!! my emotions and love for him fill my WHOLE BODY I TRULY LOVE HIM!

I didnt cut for a good 2-3 months..and tonight i broke it...Derek acts like hes not friends with me..like in public he acts like he never saw me b4 in my entire life!!! So now for my concert tomarrow i have cuts...which isnt too good because my shirt is short sleeve..I hate this feeling that i have been getting and i know it is the feeling of ( Read more... )

DOnt feel good had an ok day all i did was sleep and shit but im so tired right now..its 12:49 and im tired! im talking to someone named Stefen just i had his s/n and i have no clue who he is so im tryin to git to kno him better..Ariel came over and we video taped alot of fun things..we put on music and danced and danced..we put on 1,2 step, ( Read more... )