you know what i love ( Read more... )

i want to be a pool attendant!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So thanks to everyone who thought about me on my birthday. your awesome ( Read more... )

So there hasn't been a day since Nate died that I havent at least thought about him, let alone cried or mourned for him. To be honest, I dont think I have ever been this effected by a death. Sad as it is, even by my own grandfather. It still sucks. It still makes me cry. I still can't believe it. It will be 1 year on July 10. I HATE that he ( Read more... )

so i decided i might want another tattoo. but then i wondered, should i get my tattoo on my side touched up? because i never did since i got it and when i bend you can see some spots where it needs to be. so i guess ill see how much that is first. im sure i'll get the new tattoo soon enough, but whatever ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL ANNE VERBIEST!

I LOVE YOU, HAVE A GREAT DAY.

oh, and I would really appreciate it if you could set up your voicemail on your phone so I could leave you a message. Or maybe even post your email address on your profile. thanks.

sometimes i hate thinking about the past. Even the good times. It just makes me miss it so much and get so pissed that they are gone. Like I will think of a really fun time with fun people that i dont see anymore and get mad that we grew apart. im not saying im not happy with were my life is right now, but i almost wish i could mush it all ( Read more... )

I know i keep posting about Eloy but i get more nervous and excited every day! Ive never been to the airport by myself or flown by myself, Im worried Ill be all lost and dumb. But whatever. What do you call those women who always think crazy negative thoughts that they shouldnt? I think its like after they have babies usually? You know like ( Read more... )

Arizona in 3 days ( Read more... )

I had a dream last night that I went to hawaii (it was supposed to be arizona cuz im going there soon, but in the dream it was hawaii). And i flew there all by myself and was so excited. I got there and met my sister and her boyfriend cuz apparently they lived there but in a tent. So i go to their tent and then im walking outside loving life and ( Read more... )