so, i'm on my second glass of wine for the night (i've been sipping through out the night, and haven't become even close to drunk) and i've been thinking. and i've come to realize many things. first off, i want to start smoking again. i mean, i really don't and there are a million and one reasons why i don't want to....but there is one reason i ( Read more... )

Today i got up at 5:30am and Zev and i started to get ready to go to Port Townsend to visit Bekah. After three and a half hours i had managed to feed zev, eat breakfast, feed Zev, shower, feed Zev, change a diaper, then change another diaper, brush my teeth and hair, change a diaper, get Zev dressed, feed Zev, and leave for port townsend. WOO HOO! ( Read more... )

Friday, October 28, 2005 ( Read more... )

Zev and i went to walmart today and got four rolls of film developed. we brought five, but turns out one was an unused roll of film...i'm such a space case! anyway, they gave us one roll for free because she's a newborn. so i only had to pay for three. we also got a filter for the fish tank, fish food, rainbow paper for birth announcments and ( Read more... )

My grandma sent me another email today ( Read more... )

Wednesday, October 26, 2005 ( Read more... )

my grandma sent me this letter ( Read more... )

FROM THE PENINSULA DAILY NEWS ( Read more... )

Lilly just made me laugh uncontrollably and made my morning with her post on my last entry. he he he. baby is sleeping, and i got to make super cheesy eggs and tea! woo hoo....real food that is not sugar! i've only been eating like half a meal every day, and that half a meal is usually chocolate, so i'm really happy right now. i'm going to start ( Read more... )

i just now realized that i still have feelings for someone i finally thought i was over. i'd had a crush on him for two years, and finally convinced myself that i didn't want to make any sort of move on him and that i didn't like him, and now i like him again. of course, now i still won't make a move on him (for numerous reasons). BLAH! he's so ( Read more... )