this weekend was an eye opener. so turns out pat is a big asshole, and all guys are the same. ugh, i knew this would happen. seriously. im never getting involved with guys ever again. guys are lying little shit heads without the balls to be upfront about it ( Read more... )

I think i intentionally sabotage anything and everything good in my life. So I may have f'd the Pat thing up once again...hey look on the bright side, maybe we'll talk in another four months. I handle everything wrong. I seriously do exactly what I said that I would never do. I said I would never be..."that girl" but I am. I am like a cheesy ( Read more... )

things with pat may not be over ... oooooooo

1. My roommate and my brother are f'ing.
2. I messed up whatever I may or may not have had with Pat.
3. I am a bad friend...lack of touch with my 3 best friends.
4. I am still fat.

life sucks. wow.

Well this past weekend was in one word....WIERD! I am seriosly the biggest dumbass on the planet. If there was one person in this country that I said I would NEVER touch it would be Mike...Mike stalked me for most of last year. Yes Johnny that's right...my drunk ass made out with him on Friday night. AGGGGGHHHHHH! I think i may throw up! ( Read more... )

Summer is over...good in a lot of ways, bad in others. My summer was a waste, working, going out, working, going out. I didn't really do anything productive, but I had a lot of fun...maybe too much fun. I worked at Bank Mutual...in the Ghetto, ms. Boland can vouch for that. It was an experience, a really good one. I hated it at first and ( Read more... )

Im home in Geebs for the night. I wish I had more time to see everyone, but the bank calls! By far the worst job on the planet...I swear if I have to watch one more bitch fight Ill cry. Anyway, I spent the evening with tina...good times. We started talking about people and I really miss you all! I hate that there are certain people that I've ( Read more... )

So right now everything is going really well in my life...it's the first time that I have been truly happy in a long time. Unfortunately this scares me to death. Im not used to this feeling, so Im just waiting for the bottom to fall out. It's really sad that I can't enjoy it, but Im so scared of what's going to happen. I guess we'll see.

My friend Nikia and I play this game...we ask eachother kinda wierd questions...but you learn a lot from them. So think about them:) and post your answers ( Read more... )