hey. i know it's been forever and a day since i last posted, but no one really reads this anyways.

let's see.. since last time i've updated..

i have:

• had a great christmas
• went to winterfest over new years
• worked on booth scholars things
• hung out with my friends
• dated someone, but dumped him because my feelings change a lot

I give up.

My heart isn't a toy, everyone.

OKAY, so that concert was so amazing. I got to talk to all the guys, Adam & John Paul & I had a pretty in dept [sp?] about Butch Walker<333333 I loved the concert even though I got touched, shoved, and screamed at by like everyone, and I lost my voice. It was SO worth it though. I LOVE NEW ANTHEM!!

( PICTURES GALORE. I love my friends + New Anthem fo life, bias. )

Hello loves :)

Wow, I'm feeling much better since the last time I updated. I'm just going to start off from last Friday since it was so freaking great.

So we had a two hour delay, right? That day was so glorious. The loves of my life (NEW ANTHEM!!) played a small concert at our school. HOLY MOLY, they rocked my world. Plus+ they are all such cuties ( Read more... )

( christmas survery. )

it's been a while since i've updated about things.

well, christmas will be here sooner then we think so i'm pretty pumped about that. i just wish matt would be coming in :\ oh, well.. atleast i got to see him on thanksgiving.

most guys are stupid, and they make me want to pull my hair out. stupid fags. blah.

speaking of hair, i finally saw greg's ( Read more... )

Hey guys.

So basically nothing has been happening lately. I still like this boy, so I'm hoping we can hangout sometime.

Christmas will be here soon, and I'm so excited! I love buying gifts for people :) I also love watching Christmas Vacation with the family. Maybe this will be a good Christmas afterall.

On New Years I'm going with my church to ( Read more... )

I've been thinking..

I remember my papaw's death whenever I was young. It was probably one of the hardest things I've ever been through honestly. He was my best friend; we were unseparatable. He was so bad, and he was supposed to die soon. I didn't know though. My family didn't want me to know. One of the nights before he died we were playing ( Read more... )

i went to the movies tonight. i'm at victoria's house, and everyone is now asleep. i'm not in a good mood. i've been screaming and crying a lot. i wanna shut everyone out. i hate thanksgiving. i hate how people think your life and heart is a rag doll, when it's far from that. i hate how he's messed with my head so many times, and he doesn't seem to ( Read more... )

So many other people have it worse, why am I freaking bawling? Today has been the worst holiday known to me. All everyone in my family did today was pick on me or make fun of me. I couldn't look at Matt without crying hardly, so we didn't speak much. I had to go upstairs twice to cry. Why, God, is he not coming in for Christmas? Why does he have to ( Read more... )