your excuse is my reality - deal with it.

im fucking in some serious need of a drink. im craving it  and its not here. KILLME.  im also not too sure where i went wrong. I fucking can't wait for summer ohEIIIGHT - fortmack with my brother it is.  he plans on paying my collage and buying me a pink H3? wooot - how i love him. <3 

im so fucking messed up. i havent updated this thing in so long and all of a sudden, i want to again. maybe i need a fucking drink. soon enough - i guess. maybe the only thing keeping me sane the last few weeks are sher and soleil, my world. yesterday was an extreamly bad day, and today isnt much better. i fucking miss my brother - like with all of ( Read more... )

yesterday, i came home from dancing only to find three fire trucks, police and an ambulance in front of my house. my next door neighbor was Wrecked and said he saw "sparks" coming out of our chimney, where we had a fire burning in the fireplace below. so when I walked in my BEDROOM there was like 4 fire men standing there checkin for  the "fire"  ( Read more... )