So I am severly, unnaturally depressed. I miss Cory with every freaking bone in my body. I loved him so much, why would he do this to me? everyone thinks he is going to come back, but I don't think he is. This is killing me inside. I can't eat, I can't do anything. When I wake up I feel so much like shit, it's ridiculous. I am so tired of this, I ( Read more... )

Cory and I are broken up. Except this time I am not trying to waste my time getting back with him. There are so many words in my head I associate with his behavior that I can't even spew them all at once, I feel like I hate him. I guess this is normal but I am sick of all of it. He feeds me stupid bullshit lies like I am really that fucking stupid ( Read more... )

Well since my stupid ass computer isn't working this is the first time I have updated my journal in quite awhile. Lets name what has happend ( Read more... )

I called into my work last night because I am slowly dying from whatever I have. I feel bad for calling in but I wouldn't have made it all night. I am sicker than shit. My mom woke me up at about 6 this morning to give me my antibiotics and she did that thing where she holds my nose shut and dumps it down my throat like when I was little so I won't ( Read more... )

This morning my sickness was worsend by 10. I made Cory go get me some day-quil and now I am just a mixture of jittery and run-down. I can not hear out of my left ear whatsoever, and my right ear is almost as bad. When I talk, in my head it sounds like I am talking with ear muffs on. When I eat, it sounds like I am holding my hands over my ears ( Read more... )

I. Hate. Christmas ( Read more... )

I am at the grandparents house ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas Eve, everyone ( Read more... )

So let me tell you the most recent things on my mind ( Read more... )

So work sucked tonight.

I am already paranoid enough being there alone all night, So these two guys who came in earlier to get a sour apple blunt so they could smoke fucking pot in it like it really makes it taste any different- But anyways. For some reason there used to be a drive through at my work, but it isn't used anymore- but the window is ( Read more... )