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semi-permanent
i love you. and it's hard to say it any other way. it's been more than a week now and i'm really not okay ( Read more... ) -
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just shut up, just shut up, just shut up
calm down, don't be like that. breathe more. slow your thinking down. -
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things like that were so close but so fucking far away and for just a second. and every thing i tried was a half ass attempt, and i barely achieved a fraction of what i should have. but i'm here now and i'm still almost where i want to be.. almost happy enough.. this desire turns to loathing and i feel guilty for it. one step behind, and honestly ( Read more... ) -
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weighed down and slow
and staring and blinking
and laughing and drinking
and drinking and drinking
when will i cease to exist?
and can i plan on being missed?
hold my hand to my heartbeat
i worry about the things you don't have to -
fuck this.
i keep trying to find an outlet. seriously? i'm just going to grab my guitar. -
sick sad, and slow
it's been so long since i've been
down so low
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what am i trying to say
fuck
i just need
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wasting away in the silence
after i say goodnight
hugging the wall for permanence
but tomorrow i'll still see the light
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laying in a patch of dead grass ( Read more... ) -
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wind ( Read more... )