Ugh, I'm really having a hard time dealing with the whole John thing, and it bothers me that I'm having such a hard time with it. I miss him, bottom line, to sum it all up. I hate that I haven't talked to him in a while. Its like a part of me is gone, for real, that sounds really gay, but its what its like, I was with him for three years. I feel
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