It's an unfamiliar feeling knowing someone you dearly love will soon be gone forever ( Read more... )

"Someday I'll wish upon a star
Wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney tops thats where you'll find me"
I've never pined over someone before.
I don't want to start now, and I hate admitting that this is what this feeling is.
I am trying so damn hard to be strong.
But, I don't think I can ( Read more... )

It doesn't feel like we're broken up ( Read more... )

I have no intention to find anyone new right now ( Read more... )

Oh, and I forgot to mention in that last post that Miike Snow was AMAZING!

Melissa and I got into the show for free under her friend's brother's guest list. Free shows are always so much better.
The opening band was great, too -- Canon Blue. I suggest everyone check them out.
Really great.
I wish I brought my camera so I can post some pictures from ( Read more... )

Today was quite the eye opener.

Frank and I broke up today. And because that happened, I really didn't want to leave my stuff at his apartment much longer.
I didn't want an excuse to call or text him (because he clearly was done), and I didn't want him to worry about me contacting him for anything.
So, I rented out a U-Haul, drove up to Flagstaff and ( Read more... )

Yeah, that last post was a little dramatic.
But, I felt THAT BAD.

I realized something today...it wasn't good. I don't want to write it here. But, I know what it is.
I have a lot of re-prioritizing left to do in my life.
I'm not sure what's really important anymore.
I thought I did...but it's not the case anymore, so I'm starting over.

I have decided to ( Read more... )

I'm trying this new thing called "being positive." A lot of the time, little things can really bring me down ( Read more... )

Update ( Read more... )

I think the universe finally wants me to be happy ( Read more... )