engulfed by sorrow.

wow did i forget about this or what?
update: things are okay. i wish they were better but i guess it's better than things being crappy.
i like my job. i like makeup. but it wont make me skinnier.
i need to lose 20 lbs.

oh crap i love my boyfriend. damndamndamn. i am so spoiled.

i think he's embarassed of me.

like i'm that girl he takes to the hole-in-the-wall chinese restaurant cause he doesn't want to run into anybody.

he seriously is the best

we're slowly falling apart

im happy.

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yay. my boyfriend bought me a mini tripod and a mini mouse. yessss!!!
i love gifts. :)

no one can/will understand the kinda shit i struggle with everyday.

he's been gone for three weeks and he's comin back tomorrow! yay!

i am seriously BROKE.

i bought a $478 camera. WHAAAAT?! it's fun though.

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