i haven't written anything a couple years, but today i got the urge.

this week has been devastating for everyone. they say bad things happen in 3's... ed mcmahon, farrah, and michael jackson. each loss was a great one, but the one that had most effect on me, personally was the death of michael jackson. i just got home and when i turned the tv on ( Read more... )

so... bryan, store manager is gone. it sucks! i really liked him, he was one of the best managers that i've ever worked under and i've learned so much from him. we always had so much fun at work!! i feel really bad because this was like the worse possible time for him to be let go; he's trying to get married this year and had a ton of medical ( Read more... )

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follows is a list of things that i'm dealing with or are important to me right ( Read more... )

once again i almost forgot the importance of having a nonobjective opinion is. i've been so completely stressed out about my whole situation with no one really to talk to about it. i have made a few friends out here but i don't really have any with the same bond as the ones that i have back home... at least not as of right now. i don't know how ( Read more... )

so i've decided that i should probably tell him how i feel... i'm just not sure how to do it. everytime with him i want to blurt it out... i'm just way to scared. at 727 tonight things were kind of awkward between us. we didn't really say much to eachother... i didn't really even get a decent hug out of him. i don't really know what to do about ( Read more... )

i was looking through some old journals and i found googlisms. here are some of my favorites for kristin ( Read more... )

there are tons of fun things to do on a saturday night but i decided instead of getting to trouble to hang out with my best friend travis. awesome kid!!! his favorite bands are incubus and jason mraz too. he and i connected tonight at work... i felt kinda wierd since i'm his boss and all but he's a cool kid. he gave me the guys perspective on my ( Read more... )

i've come to realize that god let's everything happen for a reason. he planned on me moving to florida, he let me be in a relationship that wasn't healthy, he allowed me to meet some awesome people, he wanted me to make changes in my life. i don't really know why all of this happened... all i know is that there is a reason for all of this ( Read more... )

i almost forgot how fun it is to make lists! here are just a few things that i like about him In no particular order ( Read more... )