i dont know if its because i havent taken birth control in over a month or my current life situation. but something has taken a toll on my weight. im 97 lbs. during the really rough week i didnt have an appetite at all but ive been eating really good this week and for some reason i still dropped more lbs. i dont know. i dont feel or look any ( Read more... )

Today after work I really wanted to lay out at the pool. But it was closed for maintainence. So I posted a bulletin on MS for anyone to come with me. Well no one responded so I got on AIM and Ashley Cook was on. I know she is a beach bum so I asked her! And she wanted to go bc she was having a bad day. Yay! I was so happy. I haven't really ( Read more... )

let me know who all can read this...it should ONLY be my trusted group.

pls reply. bc i need to vent my deepest secrets. lol!

sometimes i just want to drop out of school and be a housewife...well with a job still. my life is always completely booked. its ALWAYS either school or work and im sick of doing both ( Read more... )

i am ready for them to be over. i am independent...although i lean more toward democrat. i pretty much know who i am going to vote for and you might already be able to tell who it is. you can ask me if you want. and i will tell you the reasons why i am voting for that person. you can agree or disagree with me and ill have an intellegent ( Read more... )

This weekend I spent quite a bit of time with Adam's family. Shelley and Marna came in from Virginia Beach. Saturday night we all went to Steve and Cheryl's house in Middleburg and sat around a fire on the front porch and hung out. Sunday Adam and I went back over there for a cookout. I just wanted to express how much I love spending time with ( Read more... )

i ran 1 mile yesterday...my previous run was dec 7th. i ran 2 today. 38 days is way too long. no wonder ive felt crappy.

I need to catch up on my friends lives on LJ and write a little something about mine!

i love the way they make my boobs appear smaller which in turn makes me look skinnier! yay!

I miss ballet sooooooo much. I know I was never the best but I loved it. I did not take it seriously. I just had fun. However, I was a quick learner. I really really wish I never quit. Every time I see someone doing ballet or a dancer walking through the mall with her leotard and tights under an outfit I start to cry. I remember when I had ( Read more... )