hey you guys...well its been a while since ive updated lol im suprised that this thing even still exists. me and shane finally got over the little well i guess BIG summer incident thing with houston...were good again...i think. he was not in such a good mood last time i talked to him though...in about a week and a half its our 1 year anniversary! ( Read more... )

shane; hey baby, i am soo sorry about these entries. im such a bitch for all of that....and you know something, your too good for me. i dont deserve you. baby i love you soo much! your my world. i know that i said some really awful things in here, but i didnt mean them, but now i would give nething to take em all back! all i want is you! all ive ( Read more... )

you guys are probably getting sick of sappy songs but here is one more, and no its not to shane, this one is actually to my father. i guess i am growing up, and well i actually almost lost the closest person to me in the this world because i felt that sometimes you just have to move on. but quite frankly i think i was just scared. and im sorry to ( Read more... )

this is a song that is completely to shane..every word of it. i know that there is alot of confusion going on and alot of high emotions between me and a certain person, and i do have strong feelings for him. its just i have these feelings for shane i cannot explain. i want to be with this other person but its like my heart wont let me. its so hard ( Read more... )

this is a song that is completely to shane..every word of it. i know that there is alot of confusion going on and alot of high emotions between me and a certain person, and i do have strong feelings for him. its just i have these feelings for shane i cannot explain. i want to be with this other person but its like my heart wont let me. its so hard ( Read more... )

well last nite was my bon fire...it was a great turn out i guess. but a few of the ppl i really wanted weren't there...but it was a blast without them. it was a bad idea to invite so many different types of ppl to a bonfire, and to actually think that we would all come together and have a good time. well in fact everyone was broke off into little ( Read more... )

HEYY! IT'S MY BIRTHDAY! YES INDEED! THE BIG 15 LOL....Well it looks like I've made it one more year of my pathetic life. Now I've got about 50 more birthdays to go. This is the last summer im going to have until im driving. I'ts kinda scary, not only to think of me operating a somewhat deadly piece of machinery, but to think that im growing up. I'm ( Read more... )

it seems like tomarrow is never going to come...im going crazy lol! tomarrow is when shane comes back from panama! i know he is partying right now and it really doesnt bother me at all....we kinda needed time to get out and have fun without being stuck up each others butt. and i gave him my okay to go off and do w/e...just as long as i get my ( Read more... )

well it seems my birthday is coming up in about 4 days...times flying by...it really is. well lets see its been quite some tme since ive updated my journal..i stayed with mollie...so it seems were trying to bring a friendship back that died a long time ago. were just not the same ppl we used to be anymore...and thats not our fault yanoo..sometimes ( Read more... )

well lets see GOODMORNING! this summer has started off okay i guess....i havent really done anything just yet...grounded...but hey it hasnt been all that bad lol...well tomarrow my old friend brandon wants us to go and hang out lol yay! but ive sorta got plans with shane but i kinda told brandon that i would hang out with him anyways, and the whole ( Read more... )