Karma sucks ( Read more... )

But I know who really reads this I guess ( Read more... )

Oh My God ( Read more... )

So this boy here, the one that I met, dated, fell "in love" with, and promptly broke up with is still in love with me aparently. And really, what person on earth doesn't enjoy someone telling them they are beautiful, funny, wonderful and worth something ( Read more... )

it's amazing how quickly you can change your mind about someone.

I've learned something at least from this...I'm just not sure how long to continue it...hm.

Wow. Just wow. This is freakin' dead on. Ha ( Read more... )

I forgot how difficult a relationship is. How do you love someone so deeply and completely and not offend them or make them upset yet get what you want? How do you ask them to put you in front (really at the same level) as they are without sounding cold hearted and selfish? It's so hard cause I'm watching myself give Justin my all, everything I ( Read more... )

Damnit. I'm falling for him.

And I'll have to sleep alone tonight.

It's almost sad falling in love. I don't know what that means but it's a sad feeling. A good sad, though.

What the hell am I supposed to do with this? Why am I freaked out completely and yet totally thrilled and totally confused.

And he's not perfect. And I like love him that

So I've gotten my schedule for the center: thrusday-sunday 8am-4pm. fuck. No weekends for me. How am I supposed to make friends out here when I'm too exausted from work to go out with the normal population? I had to cancel a date last night cause I came hom at 4 and slept till 8 (then watched Blow and promply went back to sleep at 10 so I could get ( Read more... )

I'm lonely for something I don't have, can't have. Yet I'm offered it and I don't want it. Fuck ( Read more... )