I dont know how much more I can go through any more I mean every time stuff starts goin good for me either i fuck shit up or soemthing else that is completely out of my controll fucks up shit i just wish that everything that i am feeling would just go away i want to be able to be happy all the time instead of just the time that i spend with that ( Read more... )

hey today was a very exausting day i had to work for 10 hours stopped by jessicas before she went to work to see my 2 babies her and little morgan then i took the pre game nap and then had a double header against the worst team and the best team in the league we did great the first game we won 12 to 5 only because we decided to mess around the end ( Read more... )

Well i think things might be starting to turn around for me i got to hang out with some old friends that i haven't seen in a while and hockey has been going great i lead both of my teams in goals and points so far its a good start i just hope that it doesn't turn around i want things to stay the way they are goin right now and hopefully they can ( Read more... )

Well its defiantly has been a while since ive updated this but a lot has happened in the last few days and nothing really that great for me. People keep telling me to keep my head up and everything will be ok but lately i feel like its not gonna be ok there are so many things that keep happening that confuse the hell out of me lately i dont know ( Read more... )

Its been a few days since ive wrote in here but nothin has changed excipted i miss Jessica a hell of a lot. I cant wait untill monday!! Worked today and it sucked it was my first night closeing and it took forever cause no one brought me the stuff i had to wash untill late so i was their for an extra half hour.
I love you Jessica

Today was an alright day im just really really sore and tired cause i have been in skates for almost 5 hours today because i had to play for a team that needed an extra person then i had my game we got fucking killed but its ok we still got first place locked and a garented spot in the finals then i had to ref 2 games after my game so i am really ( Read more... )

Hey I just have to say that i have to start useing the locks on my bed room door (Jess u know what i mean ( Read more... )

Wow tonight has been interesting cause someone followed jess home and started calling her a slut and shit when she was in her room and they were in a car (wow they r really tought) and if i find out who im goin to beat the livin shit out of them, then she called me back saying that 2 guys were riding their bikes passed her house butt ass naked ( Read more... )

Today was a fun day because i got to do something that was kinda fun at work today but i still had to get up at like 6 in the morning but after work Jessica came to get me and we had fun till she had to go to work but she came back over after and we laid in bed. Plus we are goin to the Kelly Clarkston concert too! well i am goin to get some sleep ( Read more... )

guess what, jess made me one!