im really stupid sometimes.  like beyond stupid.  i cant ever just let things be or "let go and let god" as they say or let things happen the way they are supposed to happen.  instead my mind just races and races and races and simple things that normal people understand and get my mind just keeps going and cant wrap itself around them because it ( Read more... )

i was just rooting through the mail in our kitchen (there is mounds of it) and found a letter from dear old cathedral.  from at least 2 weeks ago.  never opened.  haha.  so i opened it.  it was a letter from the one and only president helmich (oh, wait, i mean heimlich maneuver) asking for money.  how appropriate.  and it disgusted me.  there arent ( Read more... )

yes, thats what it says in the bottom right corner of my tv...who doesnt love a bad lifetime christmas movie to get them in the spirit.  and apparently falalalala lifetime is their holiday logo...which is pretty sad actually ( Read more... )

some bad shit went down today.  but there was other stuff that made up for it tenfold.  thats how the cookie crumbles sometimes, thank god.  although, lately it seems that i usually dont get the make up for it stuff...oh well ( Read more... )

damn its been a sucky night ( Read more... )

also, something just reminded me of one of the better office moments:

Michael Scott: You people are jerks. Imagine if you had left Stevie Wonder on the floor of that bathroom instead of me.
Phyllis: Oh, we wouldn't do that, we love Stevie Wonder.

you know how i said the last few days have been miserable??? yeah.  its REALLY true now.  my computer COMPLETELY crashed.  totally.  no more hard drive.  a friend of mine is working ot see if any of my data can be recovered, bt im worried that it cant.  damnit ( Read more... )

the last 4 days have been the worst days ever.  well yesterday wasnt SO bad, but thursday, friday, and today have been ( Read more... )

connor playing with blocks that were his dad's, then given to me, then i found them and got them out for him to play with on thanksgiving. these are like 25 years old!

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so desipte having THE MOST HELLISH tech experience of my life, the last week or so has been pretty awesome :).

My parents and aunt kathy came to friday nights show and loved it. after the show we had a cast party at xtina, carol, and anna's house.  it was a bangin' kegger as smiley would say.  carol and i got realllly shitfaced.  i dont know if ive ( Read more... )