its a easrly morning right now and i have to go do a women test thing. its a pretty embaressing thing. but id rather not think about it because if it was up to me i wouldnt go but unfortunialy i dont have a choice. last night was just so great. went out to my friends and his roommate was jamming with one of his friends on guatiur playing covers and ( Read more... )

so today i let a friend go because he was getting way to close to me. as in the fact that i am taken and thats all there is to it. taken for the rest of my life. even tho it was my choice to end such a friendship i cant help but feel like i did something wrong. i need to learn to stop worrying about what everyone else feels or thinks and take care ( Read more... )

i am living in my own world right now, its like i am sitting outside in the shivvering cold weather waiting for someone to come and rescuse me. then i open my eyes and see no one is comming i cant lean on anyone or depend on anyone its just me i am alone.

Things have been pretty rough to me over here at hood. I dont know what it is really but seems like my mind is being to run away with me. Like sometimes it feels like being alone is the best place to find peace. Peace of the mind and body. All I seem to do now is think about wonderful things in witch to write down beautiful stories with great deph ( Read more... )

[i know]: how to spoil my friends ( Read more... )

why is it we as humans focuas so much on finding that perfect somebody? is there really a corasponding person to each one of us? or is that just a ideal thought set inside our minds? is there really such a thing as true love? that love that stays with us forever and never dies down or is that love feeling just a chemical imbalence set off in our ( Read more... )

ok so today was the 1st day back to work and it was nice i got to do some PMCSing on some hummvvs and it was pretty fun. my friend matt and i went out on a adventure and it consited of alot of driveing cause our distanation was pretty far away. him and i got to talking and well i explained to him how this guy that i wanna be friends with he has a ( Read more... )

sorry i havent posted in like a week or 2 but things have been up in the air and now that i have a car my sites have been kinda ignored and then myspace tried to rip me away from livejournal but it just doesnt compair because its just a big chat that takes a long time lj is better because i can write my thoughts down in it and not really care if ( Read more... )

ok well i have had such a full weekend it was great lemme start it off ( Read more... )

ok so heres a real entry and not just me posting conversations with someone proveing how retarded they really are. well my weekend was balla and so was the whole week in the field pretty much things are going so great for me its like insane. loseing chris only made my life better like i could name 100 things that have gone up now that i'm not ( Read more... )