I got pulled over last night on my way to picking up Hayden from my moms house. Luckily he only gave me a warning. Otherwise I would be having to save up 180 dollars to pay the fine. Joey was a real asshole about it because he wanted me to take him home before going and picking up Hayden. I told him no because it was out of the way. And of ( Read more... )

Hayden was nine months yesterday. He's been driving me nuts lately. He messes up everything. And he use to be a really good boy whenever we brought him out in public. Now hes like one of those terror babys you see all the time that annoy you because they wont stop screaming and crying. I have very little patients these days because of him ( Read more... )

I need a hug. I cant remember the last time I got one from Joey or anyone for that matter ( Read more... )

I cried for the first time at work on Saturday. I was just so stressed. We dont get put into sections until about 5:30 and I had tables all over the place. I had 2 six tops and an old couple which the guy was being a complete asshole to me. Who could be that fucking mean to make me cry? He made me feel like I was a nobody. I still cant ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday Autumn

So tonight I work and then Joey and I are heading up to Ocala to go to Benigans for Autumns birthday.

Kristens wedding was fun and well put together for them having such short time to plan.  I have pictures from the wedding but I'm having trouble uploading them for some reason.  Maybe on a different computer I can.

I'm ( Read more... )

I could go for a cup of hot chocolate or cocoa (whatever you call it) right now. The kind with the little marshmellows. Too bad I dont have any milk at the house. There is something soothing about coffee shops and book stores. When I go into one of those I feel like I could just waste the day away in there. And whats weird is I hate the taste ( Read more... )

I love Halloween. I really want to do something so I can dress up. It's fun to be someone different for a day and Halloween gives you a chance to be slutty without anybody judging you. :D ( Read more... )

Hayden has been very fussy today. I feel bad leaving him when hes like this. I brought him over to Joeys parents and went to say goodbye to him and then tried to put him down and he started crying. So I had to pick him back up. I dont think this had anything to do with me leaving, just that he wanted to be held ( Read more... )

I dont understand how people can just leave a friendship that they had with someone. I mean maybe I'm just not a good enough friend because I've had this happen a few times. I make an effort and call them and say I want to hang out with them sometime when they get a chance and I never get a phone call back ( Read more... )

I'm quite depressed today. Last night at work I was too. Do you know how hard it is to fake a smile to customers. And if I dont smile someone will be like smile it wont kill you or whats wrong. I hate that. I always get smile it wont kill you. What the fuck...what if I dont want to smile. Did they ever think of that? What about me. What if ( Read more... )